Week 18 Day 4
Kick kick.. punch punch..
Yesterday, your father finally has a taste of your little movement in the womb after missing it like forever. Good job, girl!
Going into 5th month of pregnancy soon and we're half way there before we knew it. How amazing is it..?
We're seeing you in two days' time! As excited as always! How much would you have grown..? It seems that you're becoming heavier, though I don't look as pregnant as I should be. Hehe.
Jiayou! Jiayou!
16 Jul 2015
Dear daughter
Looking through the screen at your ultrasound, we saw your little facial contours developing.. your limbs looking so delicate yet strong.. your occasional wriggles that reminds us that you are a living life that we have created. Sometimes I just wished we had the ultrasound machine at home!
Last night, I had my vulnerable moment as a surge of emotions running through me. Maybe I am just someone who worries too much.
Am I ready to be a good mother? The honest truth is, I am not sure. But thankfully, I know your father would always always be there for us.
P.S. Papa and Mama will always love you :)
14 Jul 2015
It's been so long since I have blogged anything. It almost feels as though I have hopped onto Doraemon's "Time Machine", and zoom.. here I am, at a different time, a different place, and with a vastly different mind. I guess this is what growing up means.
Over the years, my life has changed.. "for the better" may not be the most appropriate word to describe, but rather.. I prefer to think that it is becoming more "complete" as time passes.
Lionel's the most supportive husband I can ever ask for.. (loves)
Yes.. I am happily married! In a month's plus time, we would be celebrating our first year anniversary. But what's special is.. there's another piece of good news which not many may know..
We're gonna be parents soon! OMG OMG OMG OMG..
Little baby is at its week 14 going week 15 now. And how am I coping with it? I honestly didn't expect pregnancy to be such a daunting experience. Horrible nausea, vomitting, indigestion, belching, loss of appetite, fatigue.. Bleah.. the experience can't be more real.
The daily headache for me is to go through the process of being hungry, but not knowing what to eat, and not entirely enjoying the food I randomly pick, then start the endless belching and/or vomitting. (sigh) I can only say, the ability to enjoy food is such a blessing I've taken for granted before. Don't underestimate it.
When everything seem so tough.. I would think about Lionel. The man who has been patiently and unconditionally supporting me always. The man who selflessly allows me to drain his positive energy with my unpredicted mood swings. The man who is strong enough to bring both of us in the forward direction. Afterall.. I needed some plus to balance myself up too.
Not to forget.. especially thankful to our families for all the love, care and understanding showered on me. (Big hugs!)
Visiting the gynaecologist tomorrow, which means we get to see the little one through the ultrasound again! Baby, are you our lovely princess or precious prince? We're excited to see your growth! :)
