the rain just gets more and more unfriendly each day, my umbrella almost got blown away by the strong wind that came along with it. was weather as bad at his side? i really hope he does not fall sick from this, especially now that he is inside the camp and i won't be seeing him anytime soon.

on the bus home today, i'm sitting behind this couple and the girl is resting her head on the shoulder of the boy. a really nostalgic sight.. well, just that lionel would be the one taking a nap on mine instead when we are travelling. thinking back of all the times we have spent together, i really think that.. anything is better than not having him beside me at all.

it's been the sixth day. i miss him more and more by the second. sometimes i stop and stone, imagining how it would be like the next time i see him. he would open his arms widely, and i'll run to him for the tightest hug ever, take deep breath of his natural smell that drives me crazy, and tuck my head against his chest. sniff sniff.


our 11th month anniversary is coming, are you as excited as i do?