it's a friday today, the day i have possibly my longest class, the day that lionel went for his first day of training and i will not be able to see him till chinese new year comes.

this morning, i woke up and as usual, checking on my phone is the first thing i did after opening my eyes. YES! there's a morning sms from lionel. probably sent before he was sent for hell training because there's no more response until the night falls.

counting down.. day by day..

how do i feel now? honestly, not too extreme emotions at the moment. i guess it's all psychological. all would be fine until the floodgate of your thoughts breaks and you're consistantly reminded of how long you will not be seeing him. in my case, 2 weeks. so well, i guess i just have to take it like it's just another day he has to stay in camp, and keep this going for as long as i need to.


please come back safely, i miss you.