as of when i started to write this blog entry, there is exactly three hours before the clock strikes twelve and it's finally my turn to be 21!

anyways, earlier today i tried threading for the first time, so now my brows are neatly trimmed and facial hairs are like gone! pampered myself with a face mask as well, whee.. i am not any less stressed to be so slack now when exams are not over yet but you know what? i'll enjoy my day tomorrow!

hehe, i'll update again. so for now, let's just reserve the space above this post :)

PS: many thanks to those who RSVPed to my 21st party this coming december, as for those who have not, kindly do so ASAP ya? you know as we grow older we can get impatient as well, so yeah.. don't keep me waiting for too long!

below are some footages of me trying to pick up some secrets from the busy chef now hehe :)

spread some base sauce

arrange the ingredients

and more ingredients hehe

spread ample cheese all over

and wait for food while it bakes!

whee, thanks for everything :)

dear friends,

i'm turning 21 soon! i thought i should write down some of my thoughts, but truth is i don't feel much of a difference. perhaps it's because the wish i wanted so bad to come true has already been heard, and granted :)

anyway brothers and sisters, i'm organising a belated 21st birthday celebration after the exams. would really hope to see everyone who has made different phases of life great for me come together that day, so whee your attendance is greatly appreciated.

to make things a little more interesting, this is a reminder for all to kindly put on at least a thing that is red or pink when you come. hmm.. if you prefer you can choose something of heart shape design too. hehe, surprise me!

it's the end of the week again, a day when all feelings collide. the next time i'll get to see my beloved again is probably two weeks later, aww it's like so long really..

each time i get to last see him before he returns to camp, i'll reflect about what happened in the week behind the closed door. i hardly mention this to anyone, but the truth is.. i'll always end up tearing because my reflections are filled with regrets. my heart just goes out to him when i thought in his shoes. almost all the time he would have grounds to be angry, yet he chooses to repay me with more pamperings and put more expectations on himself.

i hate myself so much for that, but i just don't learn at all. i wish i could stop this loop of stupidity, and i am determined to. darling, no words can express how much i appreciate your heart so big that can accomodate all wrongs. because my smiles are more valuable than before, they shall be my first step!

thank god.. it's you i love :)