your sincerely has just spent a long weekend with her beloved, and she's here to write some reflections for these times that she has left the blog vacant. darling, i hope you'll read this because it's for you.
4 March 2010, this day marks the beginning for both of us, and it has not come easy. i still remember how firm you were in wanting to prove yourself before you want to ask that critical question, and the two years wait you estimated. i also remember how hard i tried to convince you on as neutral grounds as possible on my point of view. you're probably right, it wasn't an impulsive decision. i've perhaps been waiting to say yes to you a long time before. you sure beat around the bush a lot before the question popped up, but that has made this lil part of our memory sweet enough.
i like you then because i just feel this affinity between the both of us, and i am interested to know how things will turn into. all the lil things that you've done like bringing me for lunch before school and taking a long bus ride to school with me on some days, they've made me attracted to you more. we might not have held hands in the most romantic way, but what is unexpected is always expected of you. i still remember how you made my heart race when your lips touched mine for the first time by accident. i used to think that that was pure exaggeration in dramas, but it happened, for real.
i like you more by the day because you know how to build the foundations of our relationship really well.10 October 2010, you kneeled and asked me to be your fiance. it wasn't because of pure commitment that i agreed. i said yes because i know i'll never find another person that i can give my heart to.. other than you. someone with a genuine heart that wants to treat me well. someone who is just so hard to forget. someone i feel i'm doing injustice to for not giving him the best he deserves.
i know i love you because when you hold me tight in your arms at the end of the day, all i want to tell you is 'you're the best thing that can happen in my life' and tears will well up in my eyes.dear fiance, thank you for giving me the most beautiful love story i can ever ask for. i'm proud of you, i'm proud of us.
