for the time before half a year from now, i shared the sentiments of many people out there as i stood to my belief and waited with all my heart for that special someone to come.

the wait prolongs.. and there comes a point that all anticipation and ideals established with time wavered, boiling down to one thought which we would die to get an answer for, "will THAT person really come, as in like seriously?"

but our heart has the final say, so.. we eventually come to terms and live by it with a bitter laughter. what are we to do anything anyway?

having said all that, 20 years of my life to have found that 1 person, i guess i'm not once as near lucky as this ever. if everything was predestined, the higher powers has been so kind to me for arranging lionel to take the special position in my life. it's like a dream come true, a beautiful.. and perfect one (: