i have to say.. i am no love guru just spending 6 months together with lionel, but the truth is i have picked up quite a bit during this period of time.

"I Love You"

if you believe my words, just these three simple words has been interpreted in a whole new different way ever since our fate is intertwined. he has shown me that they meant more than merely words to express our admiration for someone, but a source of energy powerful enough to guide our actions, behaviour and emotions..

truth is.. i admit i've not been the good fiancee i want to be all the time. i had my share of giving lr a hard time such as throwing tantrums, mood swings, being unreasonable, unappreciative or sensitive.. whatever you name. but i'm always so mad at myself at the end of the day when all he did was to only remember the good in me after each hell and always say "I Love You" to heal everything back.

Thank you, Lionel.