.. just for you! (smiles)

my favourite festival on the calendar is here again.. it's mid autumn, everyone! i won't say the years before were at all lousy, but now that i'm blissful in love with my fiance, nothing beats spending this day with lionel whose especially attentive to me regardless (:

i'm just going to summarise today with 1 statement that only both of us understand its inherent meaning.. "it's a more than perfect day!"

as many would have heard, it means more than just an union of two persons when they finally decide that they want to be together for the rest of their lives. it is adding another member to the families they each belong to, and no one says it is ever going to be easy.

well actually i typed all that with only one thing in mind.. and that is to thank darling for being so nice to my family members and doing everything just so that i'm in minimal discomfort. so sorry that i'm really hard to please, but what's more important now is.. i just want to treat him better (:

ILU!

i don't care.. i'm keeping these words and they're for my eyes only! ♥

roarss! so lucky.. like some sign that i'll be seeing him next (:

many years later.. i revisited singapore science centre with much reminiscence. almost everything about the competition is the same as before, but the feeling i get made a world of difference.. especially now that i have lionel with me! it's a really special experience going back to the place we first saw each other, when each of us was representing our own school then.

lionel often says that the energy of a couple is binded, and i think that is so true! holding his hands, it's almost like i can feel for him just now. in my heart i thought.. they really have did great!

someone please fill me in with some species that are so strong and aggressive yet especially protective and loving towards their own kind? if you can think of any, that would pretty much describe the robotics family that lionel is a part of. they just seem to have this blood running in them generations by generations through right guidance and grooming, and yes i am so envious! lr said this.. what made fubotics strong is not their skills, but their bonding. nope, i guess they actually have the best of both worlds.

now that the competition is over, i want to tell him.. "congrats, you've did your job. you have made them into good people." oh plus one more input from me.. "i'm so proud to be with you!" (:

for the time before half a year from now, i shared the sentiments of many people out there as i stood to my belief and waited with all my heart for that special someone to come.

the wait prolongs.. and there comes a point that all anticipation and ideals established with time wavered, boiling down to one thought which we would die to get an answer for, "will THAT person really come, as in like seriously?"

but our heart has the final say, so.. we eventually come to terms and live by it with a bitter laughter. what are we to do anything anyway?

having said all that, 20 years of my life to have found that 1 person, i guess i'm not once as near lucky as this ever. if everything was predestined, the higher powers has been so kind to me for arranging lionel to take the special position in my life. it's like a dream come true, a beautiful.. and perfect one (: