as i mentioned, i was talking to Danni in the wee of the night, and some things that she said are so inspiring, they practically knocked senses into me. it's so rational and true that i dont understand what took me so long to realise that. so i've come to a conclusion, yes, emotions can make someone stupid.

this is what she said, 'two different entities.. you got your own life, your own friends, your own happiness too, so why are your troubles all about him when there is no relationship between the two entities yet?'

upon seeing this, everything starts to fall in place and becomes so apparent. the woes stemmed from me playing my own game all the while proves to be unnecessary.

and, it's not only through the words that she says that i learn. even answering her questions truthfully made me understand my complicated feelings better.

i've regained my inner peace and balance. thanks, girl.